So it's about 5am and I still have class later on at 9:40. And I'm still wide awake. What's up with that? I've been getting used to sleeping this late, but I don't think this is healthy. At all. Well, I don't think I'm doing anything healthy with my body. I don't eat fruits or vegetables, and I keep eating salty foods (and I'm supposed to be on a NO sodium diet, mind you. But what my doctor doesn't know won't hurt her). So if I'm so unhealthy, why am I worrying about it now?
Well since this is a blog and I know that no one's gonna answer my question, I might as well answer it myself. It's cause this sleep thing is affecting almost everything that I do. My academics are going down the drain cause I end up sleeping in class. I lose time to do my assignments cause I don't feel like doing anything productive at this hour.
Okay, this is bad. (No duh?) I don't know what I'm supposed to do with myself anymore. See, this is kinda the reason why I decided to make a blog again. I can't sleep at night (or early morning) so I end up doing useless things like playing solitaire. So I figured I might as well spill out all that I'm thinking of into this blog.
Is this what they call insomnia? I guess I should add this to my list of abnormalities that I have. This whole thing just feels weird. I know that I WANT to sleep, yet I'm not sleepy at all. I can feel myself being tired under all this, but at the same time, my body just feels restless. It's telling me that I still have enough energy to keep moving around, and I can't fight it, no matter how tired my mind is.
Sorry about my mindless ranting. I forgot that it's 5am and you're probably too tired to worry about this. Oh yeah, this is a blog, you could still read this during the daytime. Oh well. Time to close my eyes and try to sleep. Wish me luck.
And if for some reason you're also having a hard time falling asleep, here are some sheep for you to count. Hope it helps. ^^
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