It's already the start of a new year already. Is it just me, or did 2012 go by fast? Well I started of the year by myself, but I'm kinda used to it. Since I know that people around here don't actually start celebrating new years right on the dot, I decided to step outside 15 minutes before midnight. I went upstairs and onto the terrace, and I decided to just stand there and wait for the new year to come in. I stood alone, unsure of which direction to face. A few random fireworks had already started lighting up the night sky, so I had something to keep me busy. After a few more minutes had passed, the bigger displays started up. I was surrounded by light. A few sparks flashed from across the waters in Sangley Point. More shot up from the opposite direction. Honestly, I thought that those lights were breathtaking, no matter how repetitive they were. I dunno if it's cause I was alone or what. Actually, this is my first new years that I spent by myself. Usually, I have at least my family up with me. This year, they were all fast asleep as the clock struck twelve. But I didn't worry about it at the time. I was too preoccupied with the light show. When I turned towards Manila bay, I could see the whole horizon covered with small fireworks. Just watching those flashes put a smile on my face, up to the point that I started tearing up.
Even though I started the year alone, I didn't feel alone. I'm not sure that's such a good sign, but I feel like 2013 is gonna be good to me. I hope my feelings are right. :)